Friday, June 20, 2008

A form of Destress..

Shoppping spree=$400
Dvds=$50
Satisfaction after the Rampage= $ Priceless

Friday, June 6, 2008

Mundane Lifestyle?

Since my Last entry,i have been doing nothing other than working,neglecting my friends and keeping myself at home... I know its wrong to do so.. All work and no Play..Somehow,I'm bored of the playing already.That kinda explain why i dun go out much nowadays.
I dunno is it me or everyone else..? Am i really changing?I changed to a quiet person?I dun real'y think so though.Its just sometimes,i ran out of words to say to certain person at a certain time.Well i dun really think its so much of a problem right? Being my friends,True Friends i mean should accept me as i way.The way i am.
Reason why i chose to stay home after work,i dun wana waste money.Stepping out means WASTING MONEY. I guess for a 25 year old.I'm old enuff to be having an amount of savings if not, i might not be able to pay for alot of other more important things in the future.Example:Bills,Supporting of Family,Weddings,Treats,Holidays and Insurance.
Hmm,wat has Singapore done to change me?The hectic n stressful life,the high expenses,the high this n that..Its all too frightening to know when you realised that you dun have enuff to back you up in case of emergency.Sigh*

My Love life has been one of the biggest concerns.One of my Friend even ask me if i have turned Gay?Not that im insulting Gays(Gays are Cool)I like Gays but not that LIKE.Even so,wats wrong with being Gay? Rich,Well-Groomed and the Role-Model for all those rugged Guys out there.Guess i have not been working hard enuff in my Love Department.I made The Greatest Mistake Mankind had seen,I allowed the one i fell for and have feelings for to go dating and even got attacted.How the hell i let that happened!? Totally crazy.Jus wat was i bloody thinking.I'm so Regretting My decision. One thing i know now is that she became a indisposable part in my life.I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold her.Everytime when she is back in SG from her Flights,i look forward to see her.To kiss her,Hug her and smell her hair.She is just so nice to hug,kiss and smell.I just wish she is right here by me.I guess i really have to work real hard to snatch her over.Talking bout her makes me think of her.Wondering wat are you doing now?Are you thinking of me like how im thinking of you now?
Missing you lots.

By D.Z

p/s:I love you