Saturday, April 25, 2009
Saturday, April 4, 2009
Dilemma.
It has already been three months,we are close together and I'm very happy for all these times.I have never been happier in my life.I never knew i can feel like this.I'm astounded and pleased to find out things about you that i never knew.
You say we are so close yet so far.I believe so. Why are you always thinking I'm like the other guys who are thinking of hurting you.I never once thought about a way to cheat,to hurt,to be unfaithful. All i have been thinking about is how to come up with ways to make you smile,make you happy,make you mine exclusively.
I dislike the feeling when I'm not with you but how can i stop you from doing your own things? i cant. its just up to you. What you think. I miss you so much though we seen each other just hours earlier. You may think its just for a few months.Then let me show you how much is my dedication to you.I'm not a well versed person.I can only show what i feel,how i feel.I can only show you.Sometimes,i find the lyrics in songs to tell you whats on my mind.Thats me.
You are so wonderful,its so nice being with you.Our past was horrid,our future is unknown.Tell me what you fear,let me show you I'm not what you fear. Someone to hurt you. I know its hard to tell you to believe me completely,im not going to do that.Let us do it slowly.why cant we? I believe we can do so. Think about how we are for the last few months. Don't tell me to go dating ever again.I dun wan to. My eyes only see you.Cant you accept the fact?
I dun regret any decisions i made.I've thought it through,i want to be with you and that's what i have been saying.I hope you will see from my eyes, what we look like from my eyes. We are great together. That's what i see all this time. I'm great on my own.I can do well on my own.And yes,I can survive without you and definitely if in the future we walk away from each other,time will heal us But why do you have to think about the downside of things all the time? when things ha vent happened?And from all these time,we've been spending every single day together.Isn't it amazing? I cannot say that we wun argue over matters, we will. We fight,we make up.That's what gonna make us stronger.
I know that you experienced alot that made you build up walls to protect yourself.I know.I really understand. Will you let me slowly be just a lil part of your wall?Slowly let me into ur circle,take ur time to put ur faith in me.im not asking to let it be all at once.Just a lil faith that we can and have the possiblilities to make it together.
If we go separate ways,yes we will be fine, we will be getting on fine But we couldnt have been better if we are together.
Time spent with you has been so enjoyable.I didnt expect all these. I have already told myself that i dun wan anymore of this shit back then till you came along and change everything.What Im feeling isnt becos of loneliness,isnt for companionship,isnt for a warm body to hug at night.Its not.
I want to be with you and thats what ill work for the day that you will be exclusively mine.
Its becos of you,Just you.
You say we are so close yet so far.I believe so. Why are you always thinking I'm like the other guys who are thinking of hurting you.I never once thought about a way to cheat,to hurt,to be unfaithful. All i have been thinking about is how to come up with ways to make you smile,make you happy,make you mine exclusively.
I dislike the feeling when I'm not with you but how can i stop you from doing your own things? i cant. its just up to you. What you think. I miss you so much though we seen each other just hours earlier. You may think its just for a few months.Then let me show you how much is my dedication to you.I'm not a well versed person.I can only show what i feel,how i feel.I can only show you.Sometimes,i find the lyrics in songs to tell you whats on my mind.Thats me.
You are so wonderful,its so nice being with you.Our past was horrid,our future is unknown.Tell me what you fear,let me show you I'm not what you fear. Someone to hurt you. I know its hard to tell you to believe me completely,im not going to do that.Let us do it slowly.why cant we? I believe we can do so. Think about how we are for the last few months. Don't tell me to go dating ever again.I dun wan to. My eyes only see you.Cant you accept the fact?
I dun regret any decisions i made.I've thought it through,i want to be with you and that's what i have been saying.I hope you will see from my eyes, what we look like from my eyes. We are great together. That's what i see all this time. I'm great on my own.I can do well on my own.And yes,I can survive without you and definitely if in the future we walk away from each other,time will heal us But why do you have to think about the downside of things all the time? when things ha vent happened?And from all these time,we've been spending every single day together.Isn't it amazing? I cannot say that we wun argue over matters, we will. We fight,we make up.That's what gonna make us stronger.
I know that you experienced alot that made you build up walls to protect yourself.I know.I really understand. Will you let me slowly be just a lil part of your wall?Slowly let me into ur circle,take ur time to put ur faith in me.im not asking to let it be all at once.Just a lil faith that we can and have the possiblilities to make it together.
If we go separate ways,yes we will be fine, we will be getting on fine But we couldnt have been better if we are together.
Time spent with you has been so enjoyable.I didnt expect all these. I have already told myself that i dun wan anymore of this shit back then till you came along and change everything.What Im feeling isnt becos of loneliness,isnt for companionship,isnt for a warm body to hug at night.Its not.
I want to be with you and thats what ill work for the day that you will be exclusively mine.
Its becos of you,Just you.
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